The recent news that a child’s death has been blamed on the parents’ adherence to the extreme fundy teachings of Michael and Debi Pearl made me think about the bombastic, insistent voices claiming to offer the perfect formula for not only raising children, but living a godly life. (As if a holy life was a recipe!) Voices of folks like Bill Gothard, Jonathan Lindvall and the Pearls dominated the home school movement in the `90’s when we began home schooling. They had enough capital T Truth in their teachings to make them very convincing salespeople for their Readi-Mix approach to discipleship.
Some of these bombastic teachers’ convictions (in modified form) made their way into our home. Some were helpful and connected us to a proper fear of the Lord; others connected to our own worries about getting it wrong as we raised our kids. It was most definitely a mixed bag full of ripe apricots and hammers. The people who filled our world (other home schoolers) were in that world, ingesting and being shaped by the same voices.
It was not an easy world. Or a particularly joy-filled one. đ
In fact, I reflected on that world in a chapter in my book Uprooted: Growing a parable life from the inside out. Here’s a segment of the chapter entitled “Unsatisfied contentment: When does hunger become a way of life?”:
Dave pulled into his driveway, and punched his radio off. Even in the quiet, the atmosphere in the car still carried the adrenaline charge from the uncompromising words from âGodâs Agenda Todayâ, the radio show to which everyone at church religiously listened. This afternoonâs topic, âHow Hollywood distorts the gospelâ, didnât even affect Dave personally. With four young kids in his household, he hadnât even seen anything other than cartoons on DVD the last few years. He didnât really know much about the movies to which GAT host Larry OâBrien referred, but by the time Dave pulled into his driveway, Larry had him convinced that evil had a California zip code.
His entire right arm started to throb, and he realized that his hand had been clenched into a fist the whole time he was listening to the show.
He shook his hand loose as he walked into the house. The decibel level today was one setting above âBoisterousâ. Seven year-old Matthew was slouched in a chair in the living room, holding a bag of organic frozen green beans against the side of his head. His wife Christy was in the kitchen lecturing Jesse, nearly six, and holding nine-month old Lizzie on one hip. Christy looked ten years older than she had when he left the house that morning.
He kissed her on the cheek, and took Lizzie from her. âLooks like youâve had a fun afternoon.â
She continued to glare at Jesse. âWe were at the Tisdeanâs house for lunch today, and Matthew and Jesse ganged up on Jeremiah Tisdean, going from one fight to the next. Both of them were very rude during lunchâŚand I could tell that Donna wasnât too happy with the chaos. I got us out of there so I could discipline them, and then when we got homeâŚâ
Daveâs mind wandered while Christy continued to give a blow by blow description of the afternoonâs drama. Why did his kids always act up at the Tisdeanâs house? The Tisdeans were spiritual giants at Covenant Bible Chapel, and seemed to have their ideal brood functioning with an eerie military precision. When Christy took the now-fussing Lizzie from his arms, she said, âSo what are you going to do about Sarah?â
Her question jerked him back to earth. âWhat? Sarah? Why is Matthew icing his head?â
âWere you paying attention, Dave? The boys had another fight in the yard just before you came home, but thatâs really not the problem. I was telling you that I discovered that Sarah stole a doll from Charity Tisdean while we were there. And then she lied to me about it. Sheâs up in her room. I told her to stay there until you got home and could deal with her.â
Dave found himself wishing he could steal something from the Tisdeans, too. Like a little of their perfection, maybe. âGod forgive me,â he whispered as he trudged up the stairs to Sarah. âI donât need their perfection. I need Your wisdom.â
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Jerry Tisdean was really revved this morning in Sunday School. His class was the place to be at 9 AM Sunday mornings among the faithful of Covenant Bible Chapel. After a brief prayer, Jerry launched into it. âDid any of you get a chance to listen to Godâs Agenda Today on Friday?â Several men nodded. âThat discussion about the way that the modern psychology movement has infiltrated the church never gets old, does it? Canât preach the good, old-fashioned gospel if theyâre using the worldâs methods. These are dark daysâŚâ
The balance of the hour was spent rehashing the radio programâs contents. Always quiet, Dave willed himself to listen to the discussion, trying not to think about the argument he and Christy had in the car on the way to church. The discussion wasnât really much of a discussion, since everyone in the class seemed to agree with every word that Jerry said. Various people weighed in with their own third-hand tidbits about the worldly tactics used by well-known parachurch ministries and churches, gleaned from the internet and various newsletters from fundamentalist âdiscernmentâ ministries.
The discussion was so heated that they nearly missed the beginning of the service. Jerryâs tribe filed into the dim 1960âs-era sanctuary as the first flat notes of âA Mighty Fortress Is Our Godâ thundered from an ancient upright piano. No big deal if they missed worship, Dave thought. Most people at Covenant felt that the musical portion of their worship was an aural endurance course they had to run in order to get to the main course of the morning: the red meat of Godâs Word – the sermon.
He slid into the pew next to Christy, who sang with the voice of an angel. If she was pondering the ugly words heâd spoken in the van on the way to church, she wasnât showing it. Sheâd told the bickering Matthew and Jesse, âListen, boysâŚif you donât zip it, weâre going to turn around and go home.â
Dave had smirked, âYouâre scheduled for nursery duty today during Sunday School.â He might as well have told the boys that they won this battle, because they understood that her nursery duty meant they wouldnât be going home, no matter how naughty they were. Christy glared icily at him, and was silent the rest of the way to church.
During verse 3 of the second hymn of the morning, Dave wondered if any of the rest of them ever said stupid things on the way to church. He suspected so, but never heard many of them talk about their own failures since most of them were too busy analyzing the failures of others. Dave and Christy had always felt that that the strong opinions from the others who attended Covenant Bible Chapel were a sign of their spiritual commitment and maturity. Lately, though, he found himself asking why their âmaturityâ made him feel like a hopeless adolescent.
He reached for Christyâs hand, and she squeezed his in return. It was a splash of grace, and allowed Dave to focus on the sermon. Dave had always admired Pastor Johnsonâs verse-by-verse teaching. He spoke today about the importance of doctrinal purity, from Philippians 1:9,10 (âAnd this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment; That ye may approve things that are excellent; that ye may be sincere and without offence till the day of Christ.â [KJV]) By the time the sermon was over, Pastor Johnson had aimed his cannon at the ACLU, MTV, the contemporary Christian music industry, Hollywood and the Juniors department of the local Wal-Mart.
Though Dave shared Pastor Johnsonâs concerns about purity, he wasnât quite sure how all of those offenders got roped into the sermon, especially as he pondered what the biblical text had to say.
But there was no questioning that Pastor Johnson was on his game today. He had to be, every week. Dave knew that most of the armchair preachers in the congregation would analyze his message with the gusto of sports fans. Post-game sermon analysis was entertainment to them. Some of them even collected and traded sermon tapes theyâd obtained from fundamentalist ministers promoted by Larry OâBrien of âGodâs Agenda Todayâ or Pastor Johnson. It reminded Dave of the way he used to collect and trade baseball cards when he was a kid.
He looked at Christyâs hand, so small in his own. He couldnât shake the feeling that something was wrong somewhere. âWhere are you in all of this, Lord Jesus?â
It was a prayer that snuck out of Dave more and more these days…
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Have you ever had experience or exposure to extreme teaching? What effect has it had in your life?
Experienced this kind of teaching? I'm 40, and up until 5 or 6 years ago, I'd rarely experienced anything else. I remember being amazed in my early teens when one of the most upstanding families in our church, real pillars of the congregation, left because they felt they "needed harder preaching." I don't think you could have found harder preaching outside of a cult.
I think the appeal of this kind of teaching is that it allows us to "keep score" on our own terms, comparing ourselves with others instead of facing our own guilt. It's the same game unbelievers play when they call Christians hypocrites:
http://findmyaddress.blogspot.com/2010/03/palm-sunday-its-only-fun-until-someone.html